Now....What Should I Feel?

 Maybe i look strong infront  u...

maybe i smile in front  u...

i make a joke and joke n joke...

u smile i laughing...

but...

what should i feel??

emmmm...
my heart dup dap dup dap dup dap...
dont know wat happen actually....
i try to control tat situation....
ohhhh nooo!!!
stil...dup dap dup dap...


TODAY?? what should I feel??
Happy? Sad? Ignoring? Avoiding?
huh!! dont like tat "HUH" word.....


So...what should I feel....
Today is My BirthDay....
I WILL...
^_____^ Always....
never see people around me which is busy with their personal thing...
ouchhh.....need to SMILE...
soooo.......
wat should i feel??
emm..
u know wat i feel......